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I lack social skills. I had to quit high school because i was suffering from so much ridicule. I'm glad I did though because in college everyone keeps to themselves unlike HS where someone is always on your ass about something.
My problem is that I try to be nice to people. I really make a genuine effort but it never lasts long. I've spoken to numerous people and the term I most often hear to describe me is "creepy". I've asked others about it and no one can give me a detailed explanation but they just say that my behavior and the things I say come off as extremely creepy. I even had one girl tell me that I would grow up to be a murderer and her boyfriend said I would be a child molester. Obviously, they were assholes anyway, but pretty much everyone else agrees that I am creepy but can't seem to tell me why or what I can do to fix it. Most people aren't willing to put up with me. Those who are nice enough to do so understand I'm not the most mentally stable person in the world, and they treat me nicely in class, but they would never speak to me outside of school. Most people just plain dislike me though. I don't know if computer nerds have a higher rate of mental illness than others or if I'm just the exception.
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